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I... I just want to be found. I'm tired of this existing. I want to live. Please find me, help me, guide me... Push if you have to. Don't let me standstill anymore.
Well there goes that.
Sadly but i didn't make it back to University.
So now i really DO need a job.
On the plus side, i think i finally getting better. Guess i'm tired of how my life goes, i wanna live not exist.
I was still kinda hoping that i could get somewhere with my mindset, but it is wrong to think that =(
I was hoping that everything will workout. And it didn't. So i guess this is it.

I remembered something from my childhood that i never forgotten.
I recall standing home, before someone, mom or granny. And saying: I wish to die.
Because i felt that excrusiating pain in my chest. That place that i beleive to house my soul.
And yet... Nothing happened.
Guess that just doesn't work out that good when you haven't done anything in life. Hence you can't be judged THERE.

I also had some revelation... I guess now it's my turn to find something others don't listen. Am i turning into some thing?

I found this interesting group (of which i know nothing tho)
I listened only 4 songs so far, but it sounds good. Hopefully there will be the rest.

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2010-09-10 в 10:23 

G-Rave
I'm not here to entertain you, Mr. motherfucker!
Well if it finally gets you motivated, I guess it's fine this way. Glad to know you're so determined. So, any plans? What job do you wanna apply for?

Pain in the chest, huh? Well, I kinda live with that. Seems more like a sense of a terrible loss to me now, though. )

Revelations are good. Moving on is good. Learning is good. Just don't ever stop, man.

What group is it? I'm always looking for hot ebm tracks )

2010-09-11 в 22:41 

I... I just want to be found. I'm tired of this existing. I want to live. Please find me, help me, guide me... Push if you have to. Don't let me standstill anymore.
Cinema Bizarre =)
Three albums so far, and more songs i like. Cool.

Well i did applied for a few. However they hadn't called yet =(

So am i, i can feel it wrining in me.

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2010-09-12 в 00:58 

G-Rave
I'm not here to entertain you, Mr. motherfucker!
Ah. Not my cup of tea I guess. ) I'm crazy about Iris for now - just back from their concert! *__*

Well it's not that fast. Good luck!!

   

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