Sadly but i didn't make it back to University.
So now i really DO need a job.
On the plus side, i think i finally getting better. Guess i'm tired of how my life goes, i wanna live not exist.
I was still kinda hoping that i could get somewhere with my mindset, but it is wrong to think that =(
I was hoping that everything will workout. And it didn't. So i guess this is it.
I remembered something from my childhood that i never forgotten.
I recall standing home, before someone, mom or granny. And saying:
Because i felt that excrusiating pain in my chest. That place that i beleive to house my soul.
And yet... Nothing happened.
Guess that just doesn't work out that good when you haven't done anything in life. Hence you can't be judged THERE.
I also had some revelation... I guess now it's my turn to find something others don't listen. Am i turning into some thing?
I found this interesting group (of which i know nothing tho)
I listened only 4 songs so far, but it sounds good. Hopefully there will be the rest.